Avast ye!
Today is really, really
weird. Since my superiour is at a press conference and will be gone
all day, work feels really relaxed. People communicate more and get
more work done (from my perception) compared to when he's in –
which might also be related to him not being able to give you some
amazingly important task you have to do RIGHT NOW.
I feel really, really guilty about not being able to pour some quality time into more writing and translating – maybe I'll get it done now, but I highly doubt that. Still work to do. After work: the finishing touches for another project I am forced to work on. Not a fan of it, but at least I don't have to pay attention to it anymore when it's finished – freedom!
Time for a totally different
topic!
Women!
Yeah, got your attention
now, don't I. Well, it's a lot less interesting than it sounds – I
just have noticed that my general interest in looking at pretty women
has diminished. I still notice them, but I don't seem to have any
interest in even thinking about "dat booty" for any amount
of time. As soon as they pass me, they are gone from my mind. I
assume that my brain just had so little womanly attention in the last
5 years, it totally forgot how to feel excited about it.
I'm actually bothered by
unneccesary nudity in media now – when you don't care for cleavage
anymore, getting it pressed in your face every 5 seconds gets
annoying. I was always big on the "Don't sexualize women, they
are people too", but I still appreciated appropriately sized
boobage, especially in the right "wrapping".
Now, I still like the
aesthetics of a pretty body and I'm still a fan of creative lingerie,
but it has absolutely no effect on me (in the sense of making me
horny). The Assumption that actual, close (intimate/sexual?) contact
with a girl would "fix" me doesn't sound too far off, but
I'm not sure if I even want to fix this.
And no, I'm not interested
in guys either. Yes, I'm sure, no, I'm not turning gay out of
frustration. Weirdos.
Until I write again!
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